Versions of Me.

Grown woman now,

ascending adolescence,

conflicted childhood, 

bastardized baby,

a night of passion 

made me. 

My skin, bones

and jumble of their genes 

co-create many shades 

of brown beauty.

Shifting. 

Who am I to be? Or become?

Taught fierceness

as a cub,

developing 

into a lioness 

naturally. 

Becoming. 

Understanding 

and imagining 

the lives I have passed 

through

to get to this body,

this form now.

Allowing the flow of life

to mesmerize 

every breath

of this version of me. 

Listen to discover

Following my own drum,

my footsteps guide me

to the unknown. 

One step blithely

one step unknowing

yet willing to keep going.

Seeing the me I have become. 

Life unfolding beautifully,

 as I continue to unfold.

Taking one 

patiently guided step

into the next evolution 

of my transformation.

Lessons of life have

 kissed me like a lover.

Taking me gently 
or slightly shaken. 

Each day gleaning,

growing, gaining with

gratitude. 

Listening to the beat 

of my steps,

the love drum within.

Blissful Blossoming

Live an amazing life;
filled with  magic, miracles 
and manifestations.


Unconditional expressions of love, gratitude 
and celebrations for the joy life is.


Allowing the deeper self
to emerge fully. 
The transformation and 
blossom of wings
guided by Spirit.


Feeling self floating
across life;
vibrant, glowing, mystical.
Willing and ready 
to spread the gifted wings.
Strong enough to go 
against the wind.
Knowing newness 
and experienced wisdom
are lessons.


Life is the journey one must
continue on to be free,
liberated and 
celebrated <3

SHINE!!

Love is a many splendor-ed thing, 

it awakens pieces of us that are

uncontrolled, can stop 

us in our tracks and create 

a reality of suffering.

Yet the splendid-ness of love is liberating,

free of constraints, attitudes & color.

Love, simply is shining 

the light from within 

onto others.

The love is stopped 

by pesky fears that 

reek havoc 

on otherwise

learning & growing

experiences.

Love is based 

on the needs 

of You 

and allowing those 

needs to be met.

Let love liberate,

free you,

open you,

 and lift

 YOU! 

Change does not care what day it is.

I need mirrors to know myself, to destination truth, an elaborate tale of survival. Full of bumps, turns, twists, my life and its magic web.


Its up to you to read between the lines of  this exploration.What matters is you comprehend what is shared through this episode and glimpse into my life.
I am committed to gain your trust through the power of words and slight persuasion. 


Change does not care what day it is.


Conceived unwanted yet a sense of royalty coursed through my veins with the right amount of risk, right and wrong, love of a good life and a stain of vanity. 


The world around me full of human suffering, sounds of late night parties my mother had. Her life and circumstances its latest victim.



Trusting my deep self more, I became a snarly teenager full of rebellion  and no regrets. 
Life full of yes's, recklessness and long nights. 



The beingness of sex, my new favorite subject like my beloved English class, I couldn't wait to see the  untouched layers showing its juiciness. 



The light inside attracting men like moths against their will and better judgement.


Power could be had without struggle.


Change does not care what day it is.


Stepping through the moon right into the life of a grown up. 


No darkness here, only grumblings of ego and fear trying to slide into my shiny armor.


My soul  deeper, my truths lived like a feline, are unraveling and spilling out. 

Sometimes  I am afraid to think, what words will spill out, what memories recovered. 


I never know how these thoughts, images and ideas will come into existence. 



I saw a better version of myself and walked right  to her.
She is the one you see.

That Magic Kind

Unfazed by life's 
sorrow & pain,
unapologetic 
for swinging through
life as a free Spirit. 


Life unfolding, 
a labyrinth
full of secret spaces, 
deeper secrets
and mystery. 

Letting go the 
old ways 
and habits.
I believe in 
the magic kind 
of living. 


Seeing what I see,
opening, sighing
steady, calm 
and ready for 
the next.




Casting circles
and weaving webs,
shards of past lives, 
present 
and future visions.


Allowing life
to uncoil, 
a vine making 
its way up, 
towards 
the 
Sun.

Within Me...

Inside me is an amazing woman,

a  girl who runs towards life 

and grabs it fully 

to discover more 

of who I am.

A heart within

filled with love 

as fierce as

an Amazonian

with a Soul 

who sees 

deeper.

I will not be that woman

who hides her 

 sparkle.

 I am a Dreamer!

I have faith in the unknown.

I believe in myself.

I see the me

that know one

else sees.

Within me is 

a beautiful, 

shining  

Spirit.